Truth is I was still hurt and angry when I wrote it even though many years had passed and I was happy with how things turned out in the end. But yeah still hurt about how it ended.
When you left you took my lover away yes, but I also lost my best friend and while I forgave the first, it took a lot longer to forgive the second.
So I wrote that stupid post where I said something hurtful that wasn't even true and then when I had moved on and wanted to invite you back into my life in some small way, I inadvertently led you straight to the words that would ensure you never would. And I'm sorry Jim because I would have liked my friend back.
I know you'll never read this but since I put the bad thing out there for the whole world to see, seems only fair to come clean about my being a big jerk to everyone as well.
I'm sorry. You were perfect and I was a jerk.
I wish you nothing but happiness.